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and　disappeared　from　sight。

〃I'll　be　in　touch；　princess；〃　he　had　said　when　he　kissed　her　good…bye。

〃You　shouldn't；　Ross；〃　she　had　said；　though　her　throat　was　tight　with

emotion。　〃It's　better　this　way。〃

He　hadn't　said　anything　more；　had　simply　turned　on　his　heel　and　walked

off。

The　sense　of　loss　she　had　felt　then　should　have　eased　as　the　day　wore

on；　but　it　didn't。　It　grew　sharper；　forcing　her　to　a　deeper　level　of

soulsearching。　On　this　level　she　felt　great　guilt。　Twice；　now；　she　had

been　with　Ross。　Had　it　not　been　for　the　first　time；　Crystal　might　still

be　alive。

The　pain　of　her　memory　of　that　time　was　so　great　that　she　rarely　went

there。　Now　she　did。　She　and　Crystal　had　double…dated　that　rainy　Saturday

night　and　had　returned　home　on　a　sour　note；　largely　from　Chloe's

distraction。　When　Crystal　confronted　her；　Chloe　told　her　about　Ross。　She

hadn't　meant　to　gloat；　only　to　share　the　excitement。

But　Crystal　was　furious。　Hurt；　jealousy；　anger…Chloe　had　never　been　able

to　sort　through　her　twin's　rage。　Crystal　had　run　from　the　house；　taken

her　small　sports　car；　and　sped　away。　Within　an　hour　the　police　were　at

the　door　to　report　that　the　small　car　had　skidded　on　the　wet　road　and

slammed　into　a　tree。　Crystal　had　died　instantly。

Chloe　twitched。　Her　forehead　was　bathed　in　sweat。　Throwing　an　arm　over

her　eyes；　she　sank　more　deeply　in