第38部分(第4/9 頁)

　like　that？〃

〃I　had　gonorrhea。〃

〃I　don't　want　to　hear　about　it。　Was　it　very　painful；　darling？〃

〃Very。〃

〃I　wish　I'd　had　it。〃

〃No　you　don't。〃

〃I　do。　I　wish　I'd　had　it　to　be　like　you。　I　wish　I'd　stayed　with　all　your　girls　so　I　could　make　fun　of　them　to　you。〃

〃That's　a　pretty　picture。〃

〃It's　not　a　pretty　picture　you　having　gonorrhea。〃

〃I　know　it。　Look　at　it　snow　now。〃

〃I'd　rather　look　at　you。　Darling；　why　don't　you　let　your　hair　grow？〃

〃How　grow？〃

〃Just　grow　a　little　longer。〃

〃It's　long　enough　now。〃

〃No；　let　it　grow　a　little　longer　and　I　could　cut　mine　and　we'd　be　just　alike　only　one　of　us　blonde　and　one　of　us　dark。〃

〃I　wouldn't　let　you　cut　yours。〃

〃It　would　be　fun。　I'm　tired　of　it。　It's　an　awful　nuisance　in　the　bed　at　night。〃

〃I　like　it。〃

〃Wouldn't　you　like　it　short？〃

〃I　might。　I　like　it　the　way　it　is。〃

〃It　might　be　nice　short。　Then　we'd　both　be　alike。　Oh；　darling；　I　want　you　so　much　I　want　to　be　you　too。〃

〃You　are。　We're　the　same　one。〃

〃I　know　it。　At　night　we　are。〃

〃The　nights　are　grand。〃

〃I　want　us　to　be　all　mixed　up。　I　don't　want　you　to　go　away。　I　just　said　that。　You　go　if　you　want　to。　But　hurry　right　back。　Why；　darling；　I　don't　live　at　all　when　I'm　not　with　you。〃

〃I　won't　ever　go　away；〃　I　said。　〃I'm　no　good　when　you're　not　there。　I　haven't　any　life　at　all　any　more。〃

〃I　want　you　to　have　a　life。　I