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s　entered　on；　I　pursued　during　the　whole　season　of　probation；　and　with　the　best　success。　He　was　kept；　to　be　sure；　rather　cross　and　crusty；　but　on　the　whole　I　could　see　he　was　excellently　entertained；　and　that　a　lamb…like　submission　and　turtle…　dove　sensibility；　while　fostering　his　despotism　more；　would　have　pleased　his　judgment；　satisfied　his　mon…sense；　and　even　suited　his　taste　less。

In　other　people’s　presence　I　was；　as　formerly；　deferential　and　quiet；　any　other　line　of　conduct　being　uncalled　for：　it　was　only　in　the　evening　conferences　I　thus　thwarted　and　afflicted　him。　He　continued　to　send　for　me　punctually　the　moment　the　clock　struck　seven；　though　when　I　appeared　before　him　now；　he　had　no　such　honeyed　terms　as　“love”　and　“darling”　on　his　lips：　the　best　words　at　my　service　were　“provoking　puppet；”　“malicious　elf；”　“sprite；”　“changeling；”　&c。　For　caresses；　too；　I　now　got　grimaces；　for　a　pressure　of　the　hand；　a　pinch　on　the　arm；　for　a　kiss　on　the　cheek；　a　severe　tweak　of　the　ear。　It　was　all　right：　at　present　I　decidedly　preferred　these　fierce　favours　to　anything　more　tender。　Mrs。　Fairfax；　I　saw；　approved　me：　her　anxiety　on　my　account　vanished；　therefore　I　was　certain　I　did　well。　Meantime；　Mr。　Rochester　affirmed　I　was　wearing　him　to　skin　and　bone；　and　threatened　awful　vengeance　for　my　present　conduct　at　some　period　fast　ing。　I　laughed　in　my　sleeve　at　his　menaces。　“I　can　keep　you　in　reasonable　check　now；”　I　reflected；　“and　I　don’t　doubt　to　be　able　to　do　it　hereafter：　if